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Not the way it was supposed to be.
The more I write, the more I realize how many damn joyful past memories I keep having coming back to me. But the catch is, these memories never ended the way it should have. So conclusions to our stories keep coming back to me in my dreams.
It’s because I wished something more came out of what we had. That… what we had was not just something momentary. But something, that worth investing my time in.
Because you keep coming back into my dreams. The best dream I ever had, that I dont ever want to wake up from. It made me feel that I want to live in it, be in it, and I just want all of it to be real. I wanted that to be the continuation of our story in real life. and when I wake up, it’ll be this miserable event where I realize that it was all just dream. That what we had was the end of it all. And that nothing I ever imagined would ever happen. And that just sucks, because all over again, i so happen to be in this situation where I’m the one who cares more. It doesnt even make sense sometimes.
I’ve dreamt of you twice already, so i beg you to please stop visiting me in my sleep. please.
One of the most important things to me when creating is to be personal.
But sometimes, I need more than just taking photographs to pour out everything I feel. Everything-I can’t just build up inside of me. Because if i do, I just might end up in an asylum of some sort. No kidding.
So here’s a note to myself, and others who are still thinking of wether they should start a blog.
Pour your life into a blog; it’s a very enjoyable experience you wont regret doing. Because it’s your blog, and you can always write whatever you want with no rules whatsoever. It’s therapeutic, wether or not you’re having a bad or good day. Not only that, but people will get to know you more than they do now. Like I said, its personal. You may even get to discover people who know exactly what you’re going through. Blogging gets better. So jump in and join the ride. :)
Take care everyone
And have a Happy Ramadan :)
I can’t stop thinking. Please let me sleep my stubborn head of mine.