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Drums Of Heaven at Chin Chin.
To throw away the pessimistic part of me.The part of me that’s restraining me from being alive. Keeping me from all the happy thoughts I could be thinking. Even though I live, we all live, in a world that’s cursed. Let those dark shadows fade and let my positive beliefs on what could in my life feed my soul. To let go all of those worries, my fears, and believing the worst will happen.
Because it’s all me. It all depends on me now on how I see the world, on how I choose to see my life. To either see a side that’s filled with hopeless darkness or see a side that’s filled with wonderful miracles, and possibilities.
I’m going to have a change of mind, and let my heart rest in peace now.
Because with all the things thats happening in my life right now, all the wonderful people who have never ceased to support me in my growth to becoming a better artist, and also a better person.
I’ve learned so much, so much, i’ve dusted off all my chains, and be brave enough to enjoy and walk towards a brighter future to build.
I’ve changed so much over the past six months. Over the past six months, my thoughts have begun to mature, and to not just see things but to see through it. I’ve learned to always deal with my own problems independently. Become more accepting who I am now, accepting of my faults, my flaws, my persona. But as days of hardship, and waiting goes by, I can’t help but always be reminded of you. Think of you, and how we used to be.
I’ve tried everything, called you, texted you, and even e-mailed you. I don’t know what else to do. I wish you could forgive me, not from the sake of things being ok. But from the fact that I’m changed. I learned my mistake, and what I should have never done. And also because I can’t stop missing you, wishing for you. Wishing that you still do feel the same way. And that your love for me has never outgrown. A love like mine