Posts tagged sketch
Posts tagged sketch
These rivers will turn into mountains, that I’ll hike everyday.
A 20-30 minute drawing describing everything I feel right now.
I wish you would just talk to me.
I can still hear your sweet kind voice. your voice that soothed me as our highschool years just run as by. as we watched the universe turn and turn endlessly. I remember your eyes and how they would smile, saying I missed you. Im happy with you. I love being with you. I miss you so much, I crave your love, your sweet and tender-hearted eyes. Our adventures that never really left me , those sweet kind words you fed me. your sincere heart, and the change you go through all the time. The constant sweet truth you’d feed me all the time. I miss you. I miss you terribly. It’s been months and months since I haven’t been able to let you go, my heart never ceased to want you back. No matter how much I tried. No matter how much I tried to let you go, your ringing voice in my mind won’t let go of me. Please come back to me, please just be here like how it used to be.
It’s been months and months, please stop my crying, please be the one to tell me why you ever left me. Left me hanging here, in this desert without you. My heart begs you to notice me, my mind says there’s nothing left you can do. My mind then says, it’s all your fault it ended this way. It’s all your fault you said those meaningless angry words. It’s all your fault why you ended up like this. My heart can’t help but agree. Agree that things are better now for her. Things are better like this because I had my own issues with myself that troubled the one I truly missed.
Now that I’ve realized this, I just hope you’d be here next to me like it used to be. Because I’m good now. I’m better now, especially when i began to have the answers to all my insecurities. My troublesome insecurities have banished and walked out the door, just like you have. i pray all the time for you. I pray all the time for you to come back, because no matter what they say about you, no matter what my mind says to do, my heart will never ever stop longing for you. Your unique companionship, our sisterhood, your giving strength, and most of all your kindness that always kept our friendship alive.