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Both of you will always be my Milky Way
Both of you being not only my guides to life, but my inspiration that has lead me to who I am today. you were the ones that held my hand as I jumped and jumped higher trying to touch stars. Your life was my milky way. My milky way which I travelled to when the bright blue skies were never enough for me. As those skies would evolve into frightening storms that would burn lightning towards me as I try to leap from nothing to places I could only imagine being in. Places I would dream of, fly to, as my days would burn with a thousand strikes of thunder right into my heart that would leave a million arrows of lightning shot to my very core. Leaving me nowhere but have no choice to use my only chance. It was not mine, but life’s decision to turn out this way. The decision to now step into your lives with my very last breath. Traveling through you being both my milky way of genuine curiosity as you would find yourselves, as I would find me. Its funny how as our spirits would ignite, how are heart beats would intertwine, how you gave me the most insightful answers I’ll ever need to be happy in this life. Answers I could only ever receive from the both of you. Both of you showed me how , and what it takes to be fulfilled, to be. To be who I really am.
Through days of unstoppable thinking, the infinite search of trying to fit in big blocks into ridiculously tiny, yet painful holes… You were the passage that I travelled into. The passage that has lead me to become so understanding, always curious, a writer, and an artist in ways I couldn’t believe my self ever changing since then. And will probably be my daily life’s destination from now on.
Without both of you ever colliding to become my milky way, I in all my being, believe I would be worth nothing without the both of you. Where the both of you would infinitely intertwine to only become my eternal Milky Way.
This is what I’ve been feeling like lately. I feel like, even though things are just so out of place, when things would be so vague, and unclear.. you still need to walk down that path no matter what. The only reason why I have the courage to do this is because I know even if I make mistakes, the most stupid ones, it’ll be the ones that teach me things I’ve never learned before. discover things that will make my life even better than ever before. And even make me who I am.
Even if I make mistakes, I can always take the time to make it right, move steadily, and compensate for everything I’ve ever done wrong. It’s always going be your path, a path no one else can take but you because it’s your decisions to make and not anyone else’s. It’s your life to decide what you want to risk for. It depends on you what’s the most important thing than anything else. Then once you’ve walked down that road filled of dangerous rocks, and will always be, you’ll realize that there’s nothing better than the feeling of success, and independence. The feeling where you made it through, because of your own sheer hard work. There’s nothing better than the feeling of moving forward, faster, stronger than ever before. Ever changing into the person you dream of being. So that you can say, Im happy. Im happy that I am where I am today. I happy to have gone through what I almost missed out on. I’m happy I fought against every insecurity, all my doubts, and all my fear, and never let it get the best of who I can be. Of who I am right now, in this moment.
So, I remember every time I would always be so secretive about the smallest things, how I would be so afraid to disclose important parts of my life to the world. Knowing that people I didn’t know would know so much more about me. I never knew how insecure I was, how scared I was, to have someone judge me. or what i would even do if someone would ever say anything all.
So I sat in a dark corner, creating my own world, keeping my world to myself. I watched from the very same corner, locked myself in, sometimes even be at war with myself.As I hid myself away, It just so happened that I began to realize so many things, that Id be missing out on. Especially when a lot of things caught my eye, and began to have more ideas on what I’ll do in this short life.
So ever since I began to have idols in my heart that keep reminding me of an idea of what kind of person I wanted to be. I then began to realize where I should plant my feet. where I should stand strong no matter what they say. no matter what anyone thinks. this is when I decided, this is my blog, my life, and I am responsible for any consequences that come my way. Because, i know it’ll be ok, I know things will get better, like it always has.
This is my life, my blog, and my rules to what I say.
Many of my idols are bloggers, and I just want to be like them. Traveling the world, showing your perspective on things I love, and also things I hate.
The truth on how I feel about everything.
A blog written, in my own very way like no one else. Just like my idols.
One of the most important things to me when creating is to be personal.
But sometimes, I need more than just taking photographs to pour out everything I feel. Everything-I can’t just build up inside of me. Because if i do, I just might end up in an asylum of some sort. No kidding.
So here’s a note to myself, and others who are still thinking of wether they should start a blog.
Pour your life into a blog; it’s a very enjoyable experience you wont regret doing. Because it’s your blog, and you can always write whatever you want with no rules whatsoever. It’s therapeutic, wether or not you’re having a bad or good day. Not only that, but people will get to know you more than they do now. Like I said, its personal. You may even get to discover people who know exactly what you’re going through. Blogging gets better. So jump in and join the ride. :)
Take care everyone
And have a Happy Ramadan :)