I want to throw myself into a trashcan. I’m unhappy with who I am, and what I haven’t managed to ever do in this life. Im 18, no, Im turning 19. Im not so sure how I managed to feel this way about myself, but all I know is that I can’t stand hearing the truth of how you really feel about the people I spend my time with. What I really cannot stand is when I asked you more about it, you  refused to answer.

I want to throw myself into a trash can because nothing i ever do or everything that I am would never even be worth a dime.  I am miserable.