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Currently filming a new vlog for our new Youtube Channel Eden Vagabonds.
Both of you will always be my Milky Way
Both of you being not only my guides to life, but my inspiration that has lead me to who I am today. you were the ones that held my hand as I jumped and jumped higher trying to touch stars. Your life was my milky way. My milky way which I travelled to when the bright blue skies were never enough for me. As those skies would evolve into frightening storms that would burn lightning towards me as I try to leap from nothing to places I could only imagine being in. Places I would dream of, fly to, as my days would burn with a thousand strikes of thunder right into my heart that would leave a million arrows of lightning shot to my very core. Leaving me nowhere but have no choice to use my only chance. It was not mine, but life’s decision to turn out this way. The decision to now step into your lives with my very last breath. Traveling through you being both my milky way of genuine curiosity as you would find yourselves, as I would find me. Its funny how as our spirits would ignite, how are heart beats would intertwine, how you gave me the most insightful answers I’ll ever need to be happy in this life. Answers I could only ever receive from the both of you. Both of you showed me how , and what it takes to be fulfilled, to be. To be who I really am.
Through days of unstoppable thinking, the infinite search of trying to fit in big blocks into ridiculously tiny, yet painful holes… You were the passage that I travelled into. The passage that has lead me to become so understanding, always curious, a writer, and an artist in ways I couldn’t believe my self ever changing since then. And will probably be my daily life’s destination from now on.
Without both of you ever colliding to become my milky way, I in all my being, believe I would be worth nothing without the both of you. Where the both of you would infinitely intertwine to only become my eternal Milky Way.
The more I write, the more I realize how many damn joyful past memories I keep having coming back to me. But the catch is, these memories never ended the way it should have. So conclusions to our stories keep coming back to me in my dreams.
It’s because I wished something more came out of what we had. That… what we had was not just something momentary. But something, that worth investing my time in.
Because you keep coming back into my dreams. The best dream I ever had, that I dont ever want to wake up from. It made me feel that I want to live in it, be in it, and I just want all of it to be real. I wanted that to be the continuation of our story in real life. and when I wake up, it’ll be this miserable event where I realize that it was all just dream. That what we had was the end of it all. And that nothing I ever imagined would ever happen. And that just sucks, because all over again, i so happen to be in this situation where I’m the one who cares more. It doesnt even make sense sometimes.
I’ve dreamt of you twice already, so i beg you to please stop visiting me in my sleep. please.